![[I admit that I do feel lonely right now but life has to go on for those who have hope in God and who are still breathing. I admit that I do feel it’s suffocating to stay postive, sometimes.]
30/11/2020 3.30am
Polis & KKM sampai di rumah. They asked for 2 family members - Male. Dad wanted to do it but I told him that he should stay at home, let me & my brother do everything.
KKM: “Betulkah ko mau buat? Selalunya lelaki ni yang buat.”
Me: “Biarlah sia buat walaupun sia perempuan. Nenek sia juga bah tu.”
KKM: “Bah. Mari pakai baju pigi bulan.”
Me: “Ajar sia pakai.”
The other family members only watched, and Dad made a joke, “Ini mau pigi bulan sudah kaini?” My brother was filming everything. Mom, Aunt & the caretakers were speechless. I tried to think positive and strong for Dad.
The three of us went into Grandma’s house. I helped to carry the stretcher with a KKM staff while another staff was spraying disinfectant. SOPs done.
I accompanied Dodu from Manggatal to QEH1 in a police pickup truck. It was really chilly that early morning. My feeling was really ‘numb’. The only song that I sung was ‘Mulong Pia Aratu’.
The rest is a history.
p.s. Dear KKM Sabah, thank you for allowing me to do the job even though you guys insisted that it was supposed to be a man’s job.](https://dayverampas.com/wp-content/plugins/instagram-feed/img/placeholder.png)
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